Dad, you should've known how mom treats me at home when you're not around. Why won't you even recognize the pain I hide? mom told me she will hit me and throw me out if I told you (or any other people) about it
Dad, I miss my real mom (though I haven't spent much time with her). Why does she had to die?
it hurts. I'm tired. People talked about death. What is death? What is afterlife? If I die will I see mom
[scribbles and ripped pages]
When I finally got the private time with my dad on my way home from school, death took his life. Mom wanted to take my life as well.
My neck hurts. I wish I could
[scribbles, lots of scribbles]
Living with this guy (he told me to call him Gale) is better than living with that
[scribbles]who claimed to be my mother. She should've
I saw a big crowd of people with black outfits in front of my house (I used to live there, anyway). I knew it. She's dead.
Before I knew it, I arrived at this place, called The Clover Club. Gale died mysteriously, and I had no place to go. I went to some strange places and why did I ended up here?
I got a job. I'm alive. I'm okay.
Maybe it's time to summon step mom's soul. Just to
[scribbles]clear out my curiosity. I think I'm ready.
[lots of empty pages left untouched, at the end of the book, there were some old photos of his family]